First time

A True Story by Jb1213

I’m a bi guy who had always been with women but had an urge to play with some cock. Back in 2011 I was working interstate for a week. I was on AMM at the time and chatting to various guys in the area. One night, I was feeling super horny and was a bit drunk too. I was talking to an older guy with a big cock. We arranged for him to meet me at my hotel room.. After I gave my room number I was extremely nervous but excited at the same time. A short time later, a man came to my door. He was about 50 and decent looking. I invited him inside and he immediately took his clothes off so I did the same. He dropped to his knees and began to suck on my cock.. it felt amazing! He had this large 8 inch thick cock that just needed to be sucked so we swapped over and I sucked him.. making him nice and hard. We had already talked about my urge to be fucked so he directed me to the bed and I got on all 4s. He licked my arse and lubed us both up. He slowly pushed his cock into my very tight hole. There was some pain there but after a few minutes it subsided. He began to thrust into me and I took the whole length.. the feeling was intense and amazing. He laid on his back and I sat on his cock. I rode up and down as my super hard cock bounced around. We did one more position, being missionary and he pounded my hole. He let out this loud groan as he came.. My cock was still raging hard so he wanted to finish me off. He took my full length and played with my smooth balls. After a few minutes i blew the biggest load and he swallowed it all. He then put his clothes back on and left. What a night!!

16 February 2020

First time sucking and getting fucked

A True Story by mattpwr1

I organised a meet with an older guy, I went to his house and after a bit of small talk we went to his bedroom. He told me to strip and he took my quickly hardening uncut cock in his mouth. It felt so good. After a few minutes he stood up and forced me into the bed. He stripped and slapped his hard cock in my face and then into my mouth. I have never sucked or felt another mans cock but I was loving it. Around 5 mins go by and he tells me to get on all fours with my ass in the air. Without warning he started eating my ass out. Holy shit it felt amazing, I was oozing pre cum at this stage and he asked me if I was ready for his cock in side me. I said I was. He slowly put the head of his lubed up cock against my virgin hole and pushed in. It was a little painful but felt right. Once he was in he slowly started pumping and I was backing up on to his hard veiny cock. He saw I was enjoying it and picked up the pace. About 15 mins later he said he was about to cum and I said on my face. He pulled out and I spun around to him and got his hot load on my face and chest. We both laid there and I was still hard so he wanked me off slowly but I didn’t cum. I didn’t really mind though as I was still amazed at what we just did. I love older guys who take charge.

we meet again

A True Story by headdownassup21

I received a message need your holes be here in half hour I showered cleaned out inside got dressed put on his favorite panties that he liked. arrived at his house he lived around corner I went in he was in a robe we chatted he said hope you are ready porn was on tv he stood up opened his robe suck this i went over to him and started sucking him feeling him grow in my mouth which I love. he held my head and throated me held me deep then let me go get on bed bitch going to fuck you so hard he lubed up and slowly slide all of his seven inches in once all him he held hips a m d pounded away he was fucking so hard I grunted on every stroke he put the panties on my mouth then going then out and said suck this he gave me a dildo to suck as he pounded he then tyurned me over s pread my legs and started again looking up at him with dildo in mouth he pushed both his cock and dildo deeper into me you slut look at you mmmmmmmph was all I could say he then grunted and unloaded in me he pulled out put a plug in and said clean this mess o lent forward and sucked him clean now go in done tommorr o w night you better do better that tonight I left was plug and full of cum

29 October 2019

The beach

A Fantasy by thesexybiggirl0

Yes that has been on my mind abit lately having sleepovers and outings would love to walk along the beach on a beautiful day then walking up and sitting on the sand dunes and taking my hand and gently start to rub her breast feeling her nipple getting harder and harder taking her hard nipple in my mouth and sucking it while using my other hand to rub the other one then offering my breast to her so she can gently rub mine feeling my nipple getting harder and harder and feeling her sweet wet lips on my very hard swollen nipple sucking it and licking it while also using her other hand on my other breast then I would gentle lift her head and ever so softly kiss her waiting lips feeling her soft female lips on mine my mind racing with thoughts of how delicious it feels and tastes while still kissing her i would begin to run my hands over her breasts again feeling her harder more swollen nipples and tracing my finger down the contour of her body until I reach her thigh I would begin to gentle rub her thigh softly and slowly making my way into the top  of the inside of her thigh feeling the lace of her underwear placing my hand on her underwear and instantly feeling her wiggle with pleasure I would gently begin to rub her pussy feeling her underwear starting to get wet feeling the lace rubbing her pussy and sliding into it around my fingers I pick up my speed abit and within doing this her whole body reacts and she lets out a slight moan I feel her wetness more and more I slide my hand under her underwear and omg her pussy feels mind blowing so smooth and soft and so wet I run my hand and fingers long it feeling every inch and shape of it just enjoying the feeling and enjoying her whole  body reactions and her soft moans she places her hand on mine indicating and without words expressing it's time for my fingers to enter her pussy i have two fingers inside her gently rubbing her feeling her wetness on my fingers feeling it increase as I rub her feeling her clit circling it I can feel my own pussy responding i can feel it growing wetter and wetter with each touch I do to hers my underwear is starting to feel wet I slowly stop and remove my hand her wetness dripping off my fingers without words I gently rub my swollen nipple with her juices from my fingers and gently guild her mouth to my nipple my whole body reacts with pleasure I guild her hand down my body and onto my underwear she understands my lead and begins to slowly rub my soaken underwear oh my god it's the feeling of pure magic she slides her hand under my underwear she knows I can't wait so she enters her fingers straight into my dripping wet pussy I let out a instant moan and cry of pleasure I move my hips in time with her rubbing as she picks up speed my clit is throbbing I place my hand on hers expressing not to stop it's all getting faster the pleasure is building I beg her not to stop ' don't stop don't stop " and then it happens I explode and the orgasm rushes through my whole body not a single part of my body doesn t feel it I have no words to explain it I can still feel my clit twitching still feel my wetness I take her into my arms and hug her whispering thankyou... I break from the hug and begin to kiss her passionalty feeling her lips on mine feel the rawness I need no direction this time my hand goes straight to her pussy she is soaking wet I part her lips and my hand enters her my fingers rubbing her swollen hard clit she becomes quite vocal moaning and crying out " yes yes yes " her hips are in tune with my rubbing I can feel her clit beginning to twitch I know she is close to orgasming just a few more rubs and she will explode her wetness is growning her body is stiffening her moans are getting louder " don't stop don't stop she demands I have no intention of stopping I bring her over the edge and she explodes I watch her body respond to the orgasm and with happiness i think to myself ' I did that " we get up brush the sand off us and have a hug and a kiss and hand in hand we begin the journey back along the beach we get to our cars and have one more hug and kiss and part our ways knowing this is only the beginning...i reach home rethinking the events of earlier smiling as I realise I feel wetness on my underwear i go and lie on my bed still rethinking the day I begin to rub my own breast feeling my nipple grow getting harder and harder feeling my pussy getting wetter and wetter with my spare hand I slide it down to my underwear oh my god it's soaking wet I begin to rub it lightly feeling the mixture of my juices and lace on my fingers I can't help but part my legs and enter my finger into my pussy oh my god it's dripping wet my clit is rock hard and twitching I know it won't be long I moan and cry out " yes yes yes " as I bring myself to orgasm...

8 September 2019

And We Finally Meet

A Fantasy by NightOwl47

We met through a hookup site and had exchanged explicit pictures and messages to each other for a while, but tonight, we were taking things to the next level, tonight we were finally getting together and my nerves were obvious. Stumbling through small talk, long silences and nervous laughter, I felt like a fuckin teenager all over again. We sat on the sofa and had both finished our coffees some time ago, so who was going to make the first move, (It's funny how, even though we both know that we want each other, making that first move is terrifying). I desperately wanted to touch you and to kiss you, so I was relieved when you moved closer and put your hand on my leg. The only sound came from our breathing as we both fell silent and I guided your hand slowly up my inner thigh before placing my hand on your thigh and stroking it. Looking into each others eyes momentarily, you lean in, our breathing gets heavier and I inhale your breath as our lips get agonizingly close, your whiskers brushing against mine. The smell of you drives me wild and I sigh when our lips finally do meet, our tongues touching between parted lips, searching for the taste of the other man. Pushing me back, you lie on top of me and straddle one of my legs. Our lips and mouths hungrily come together, tongues tangled, swirling deep in our wet mouths as our passion escalates. With cocks bulging in our pants, we begin to grind ourselves on each others thighs, my hands move down to your ass and I push them under your clothing as I squeeze your cheeks and push your groin harder into my thigh. Sitting up, you remove your shirt and my hands move to your chest, then my fingers travel from your hardened nipples, to your navel and back. We look at each other and craving more of your mouth, I grab you, pulling you back down to me so our tongues can swirl in each others juices once more. With my hands rubbing your back and squeezing your ass, your hard cock strains against your shorts and you grind against my thigh harder as we build up a steady rhythm. You start to kiss down my neck as you pull up my shirt, your hands rubbing my chest as your lips find my nipples, first sucking one, then the other. Holding your head as your hands and kisses continue south, I run my fingers through your hair and moan in anticipation of where your mouth is headed. There's tugging at the waistband of my shorts as you begin pulling them down, so I lift my hips to help speed up the removal and my cock springs to attention on release. With kisses passing my navel and following the fine line of hair that leads to my crotch, you have me desperate for the warmth of your mouth. Your left hand reaches down and I sigh as i feel your fingers trace up my thigh and tug gently on my balls while your right hand slides over my cock and with a firm but gentle grip, you pull my foreskin back to expose the shiny, purple head and slowly wank me. I look down to watch you and you look up at me, our eyes locked as you begin to kiss along my aching shaft to the tip, then rolling your wet tongue around the head, you wrap your lips around it and suck my cock in. Our eyes still locked on each other, I watch as my cock glides into your hot mouth, then out again while your tongue works its magic. You make slurping sounds and gag slightly as you suck me in deeper, which makes me want to send my sperm down your throat already, so through my moans I announce that you're going to make me cum. Releasing me from the grip of your lips before I do, my cock twitches and I pull you back up to me so I can taste my cock in your mouth as our tongues meet again. Locked in a passionate embrace, with your naked chest pressed against mine and our tongues exploring the hot, wet corners of our mouths, you straddle my waist. With only the thin material of your shorts seperating us, I feel your swollen cock pressing against mine, so reaching for your ass once again, I grind hard against you as we "dry hump" each other. Sweating, breathless and with an overwhelming animal lust for you, I roll you off me and onto your back, positioning myself on my knees between your legs. My cock stands proud as I begin to gently massage my hands up your legs, lightly brushing your inner thighs with my finger tips, taking care not to touch your twitching bulge just yet. With one hand, I slowly fondle and masturbate myself while the other slips up inside the leg of your shorts and into your briefs, finding the throbbing prize that I crave. Your cock and balls, hot and sweaty from their confinement, feel huge in my hand as I caress them. I remove my hand, licking the palm and sucking on my fingers, tasting and smelling your sweat. Moving in closer, my face hovers over your bulge and I inhale your heat deeply, your musky aroma filling my senses and fueling my desire. Still trapped within the tight confines of your pants and with me not being able to contain myself any longer, I desperately loosen your shorts and pull them down. Gasping with delight as your long, thick shaft with its swollen head leap out, I start to wank you with one hand and fondle your balls with the other. Breathing in your musky scent again, I kiss your balls then lick them, running my wet tongue over and around your sack before gently taking them into my mouth, your moaning encouraging me to suck them and massage them with my tongue. I wank you harder as I increase the suction on your balls, making you moan louder and you warn me of your impending orgasm. Before things go too far and you cum, I stop, kiss and lick my way back up your body to where our mouths meet, tongues entwined once again. Pausing to catch our breath and prolong our fun, we lay beside each other, kidding around, laughing at how nervous I was and just chatting for a while. With cocks now flacid, I tell you that I want to feel you grow in my mouth and you suggest a 69, so I get on top, straddling your head, my cock dangling above your face. Your softened cock looks so edible as it lays there in a light cushion of pubic hair, I lower my mouth to it and slurp you in, moaning at the magical feeling of your softness as I roll you around with my tongue. As your erection begins to grow and fill my mouth, I feel the heat of your breath and the grip of your lips on my expanding shaft, your hands grab my ass cheeks, squeezing and spreading them, giving you glimpses of my virgin hole. My head bobbing, I massage your balls as your thick cock glides through my lips, I lick around the swollen head, then gag when I suck you in deep and try to take your whole length down my throat. With my cock locked between your lips and my cheeks spread, you insert the tip of a wet finger, slowly massaging it deeper into my ass and making me moan loud. I wrap a hand around your cock to wank you while I suck your balls and notice your anus, so I lift your legs back to give me better access and rim you, flicking my wet tongue over and around your sensitive hole and hungrily inserting it as far as I can reach, your smell and taste making me wild. I feel a second finger enter my ass, making me cry out and wank you harder as I'm stretched, I soon relax enough to lose myself in the sensation of your fingers fucking me and your wet mouth engulfing my cock, bringing on another slow, lingering build up that has me begging for relief. You push me off you and lead me out to your private verandah, stopping only to grab some lube. We kiss and fondle each other again in the cool, clear night . Turning me around, you kiss my neck and down my back, telling me to bend over. You spank and squeeze my ass as your kissing gets lower, then squatting down and spreading my cheeks, you bury your face, rimming me, working your tongue deep. I'm in a state of total submission and I beg for your cock, telling you that I need to have you inside me. You stand up, and reaching behind, I spread my ass cheeks apart for you. After rubbing lube over your cock, you spread some over my anus, massaging it in deep, priming me, with at first one finger, then two. Pleading again for you to fuck me, you remove your fingers and then I feel it, that gorgeous head of your cock pushing at my virgin ass, you tell me to relax, then you gently ease it in - WOW. You give me a moment to compose myself, then you start to ease your cock in a little bit at a time, as you slowly and gently penetrate me deeper - WHAT A FUCKIN FEELING. You gradually fuck me quicker and I have to bite my lip to stop me from yelling out as you stretch me with your full length. Grabbing my hips you give me long, deep thrusts that hurt so much, yet begin to fill my whole body with euphoria. I reach down and start wanking while your balls start slapping against me as you fuck my ass harder. A new sensation begins to build up through my body, a long slow wave that increases in intensity with your pounding, making me moan loudly. I wank myself harder, then suddenly it happens, I cry out as my cock erupts with a fountain of hot cum gushing from my sensitive, swollen head, you keep fucking me hard as more cum squirts out and I nearly pass out from my earth shattering climax. You start to breathe heavy and moan as you grip my hips harder, burying your full length inside me. Feeling your orgasm fast approaching you pull out, I spin around, get on my knees and you feed me your cock, making me moan as I taste my ass. Grabbing my head, you fuck my mouth, making me gag as you thrust. I begin to fondle your balls as you start to moan again and fuck my mouth harder, then you cry out as I recieve my first thick serving of your hot semen down my throat. I wrap my lips tight around your cock and suck hard, massaging your balls again and milking every last drop of your salty juice I can get and swallowing it. Before I have to leave, we have an intimate shower together, then we make plans for next time.

Wake Up Mate

A Fantasy by NightOwl47

Your cock pounds my ass harder, my cheeks rippling with every deep thrust you give. The sounds of our moans and your balls slapping as you fuck me hard is suddenly broken by the ringing of your phone........... And you wake up. It's 2:30am and I've just finished work. As arranged, I'm giving you a "Booty Call" and I'm on my way over. I arrive at your place 20 minutes later to find you standing at your door, dressed only in a pair of tight boxers that show off the mound of your crotch perfectly. With only one reason for our meeting, you waste no time in inviting me in and leading me straight to your bedroom. The only lighting comes from the lamp next to your bed, it's dim, but bright enough for me to notice the lube and dildo placed nearby. You turn to face me and begin removing your boxers but I tell you to stop as I move in closer. Reaching for your crotch and looking into your eyes, I massage your cock with both hands, feeling it grow and harden, so I drop to my knees and gently nibble your shaft through the material, inhaling the masculine aroma of your sex. Grabbing the waistband, I pull your boxers down, slowly exposing the swollen shaft until it springs out, the purple head brushing against my nose as it bounces. With one hand I lift your cock and kiss your balls, then lick them, before gently sucking them into my wet mouth and massaging them with my tongue. Releasing you, I lick up the underside of your cock then around the head before kissing the tip and slowly parting my lips, surrendering my mouth to your thick shaft as you feed me your full length over my tongue. You grab my head firmly as you begin to fuck my face and I open my mouth wide in an attempt to take you all in, gagging as your swollen head hits the back of my throat with every repeated thrust. The brief pauses you give me between your thrusting allows me to catch my breath while I wrap my lips tight around your cock, sucking hard and slurping as I break suction to work my tongue over the head, before you take control and fuck my face again. Just when I feel like I can't take anymore gagging, you stop, bend down, and we kiss deeply. Your whiskers scratching my lips and my wet tongue blending with yours as we taste each others mouths. You stand me up and I remove my shorts. I begin to rub my cock and you watch me as I wank it slowly for you, stretching my foreskin back to reveal its swollen purple head that aches for your touch. I get on your bed and position myself on my back with my head hanging over the side facing you. Approaching me with your cock in your hand, I grab your hips, open my mouth and take your swollen head past my lips as I suck you in deep. Leaning forward, you put your hands on my chest and begin to fuck my mouth again, your balls slapping my nose and your cock feeding me salty precum. Not wanting to actually cum yet though, you pull out of my mouth, your cock twitching, precum still escaping from the large head and dripping on my face. With your cock "resting", I begin licking your balls with my wet tongue, kissing them and gently sucking on one, then the other. I feel a warm sensation and realize that my cock is finally feeling the magic of your warm, wet mouth. With your lips caressing my shaft, your tongue dances around the head and the suction feels so fuckin good. You lift my legs up and back, exposing my ass. I gasp as you insert the tip of a lubed finger, slowly working it in deeper, gently fucking me. You suck my cock harder and begin to insert a second finger, making me moan loudly as my ass is stretched and I try to cope with this welcomed invasion. You finger fuck my ass with your two fingers while your magic mouth and tongue work on my cock. I announce that you're going to make me cum, so you stop and tell me that I'm not allowed to yet. Telling me to remain on my back, you climb off me and kneel between my legs. I prop myself up on my elbows to watch you, to see you rubbing lube over your beautiful cock and the dildo. Lifting my legs again, you insert the tip of the dildo into my ass and start to work it in deeper, much deeper than your fingers could reach, and as you slowly fuck me with it, you lick and suck my balls. You have me at your mercy with the dildo fucking my ass and my balls in your mouth. I want you in me, and as my moans get louder, I plead for your cock. You remove the dildo and I hold my legs back as far as I can, lifting my ass higher, I feel your swollen head at my anus and I beg for you to fuck me. As you push through, I'm overcome with the sensation of my ass being stretched, and with one smooth thrust, your entire length penetrates me, filling me with your cock and making me call out in a mix of pain and pleasure. I feel like I'm going to rip and it hurts, but it hurts so fuckin good and I moan loudly as you fuck me with long, deep, slow thrusts. Watching you fuck me and knowing that it's your cock that I can feel in my ass is all I can take. I call for you to fuck me harder and I grab my cock and start wanking furiously. A wave of pleasure consumes my body and I yell out as my cock erupts, sending thick wads of cum over my stomach and chest. You lean further forward and start thrusting deeper, faster and harder, the wet slippery sound of your pounding and your balls slapping against my ass drowning out our moans. With sweat dripping from your face and mixing with the cum on my chest, you announce your impending ejaculation. Your body tenses, you grunt and yell, pausing as your cock pulsates and I feel your hot stream of semen shoot deep in my ass, then you give me more heavy thrusts as your balls empty inside me. With your body still twitching, you pull out and your cum flows out onto your sheets. You give me your cock to suck, which I gladly inhale, hungrily tasting the combination of the lube, your cum and my ass. We share a shower together, cleaning each other and talking about what we'd like to do next time, before I head for home and you go back to bed, both of us feeling very satisfied and excited for my next visit.

being a cock lover

A True Story by bibottomfun

after master and Andrew had was there fun with me I arrived the next day following there instructions I was to arrive ass shaved balls shaved and wearing lacy panties I walked in Andrew was there I knelt down on the lambs wool rug they stood and I sucked one as I stroked the other then put both cock heads in my mouth at once and licked them Andrew wanted me to sit on him as he was on couch I reversed up to him slid on then I could suck master as well after a while they swapped master then blew in me Andrew was far from it so he had me sit with ass on edge of seat and hold legs up he slid in and pounded hard pushing legs back he was deep then he blew in me I was leaking cum so a plug was put in then I was allowed to move I was told to stay on rug Andrew gave me a piece of paper once he left doug pulled the plug out and fucked me doggie style he pulled out put a in my mouth and blew I sucked him clean be gone he said I got home and cleaned up and went to sleep with plug in I found the paper in morning it was his number so i called it Andrew wanted me to visit him alone this was t the start of three year friendship these adventures next

master instructs a bottom

A True Story by bibottomfun

master had been fucking me four times a week for a while now teaching me how to take cock in many different positions this one day he had been fucking me he commented on the way I had learnt well to take cock he was calling me a cock slut but as he had only fucked me no one else had I was not a true slut so he stoped fucking me went to get his phone came back stuck his cock in my mouth and saidcke keep it hard so i sucked him i heard a click ofthe phone then he called some one hey you busy good he said I will send u a pic the person must of got pic cos master said yeah getting it now was fucking him before wanna come over how long u will u be ok will wait for u master hung up pulled his cock out looked at me a nd said well slut you will become a slut today what do u think I nodded I was told to stay on rug in lounge after about ten mins he got up and put his cock back in my mouth then I heard a car pull up knock at the door come on in hello there that's a fine ass there it's tight how many has he had just me so far how long u had him as he undressed two months two months and you call me now come here stick your cock in his mouth so the new guy came round to front master went to my ass the new guys cock was bigger than masters in my mouth it went in went master they were fucking both ends had balls on chin and balls on ass was not long before master blew in me let's swap he ready f or u no he won't be lol going to fuck him hard he went to rear master said suck clean in went new guy fuck he was bigger than master it hurt a bit but in he went he fucked me hard and deep for a while then he said I wanna come blow in him he is our cum dump so he blew a huge load he pulled out I turned to suck him clean you tought him well th a us not all lol hey slut this is only t hue start when can u be here again when I call him master said when do u want him ag a in tommorrow be here tommorrow save me a call ok I dressed and left they stayed to chat

a friend calls

A True Story by bibottomfun

a few years ago my friend called Andrew messaged me hey you want some now Andrews cock was seven inches of heaven hard and smooth it felt so good he'll yeah was my reply now I cleaned out inside like I always do it's polite got dressed and headed over I messaged him I am here a few mins later the rolla door rose and in I went we walked to the granny flat were he was staying it was decked out like a man cave bed sofas tv kitchen bathroom etc we would make small talk then he would say you want to suck this don't you I would not then go to my knees he would hold my head and push his cock into my open mouth till his balls were on my chin then push a bit more then pull out a bit and yes throat fuck me deep he would call me names like his cock bitch and I was a slut I then took his cock out and said you did meet me at another guys house and what happened there we both fucked u yes you did I said then his cock was back down throat he them ssid strip and get on bed so i did there was a dildo taped to bed head slide into that so he lived me put two fingers in and on I went he then put his cock back in mouth he then said after a few mins turn around suck it as i fuck u he lived up and in he went fuck it was good suck it slut so I sucked the dildo as he fucked me hard deep strokes building up to very hard strokes forcing the dildo in deeper then he blew in me not pulling out he kept fucking me my ass made loud squishy noises then a second load in he pulled out put a plug in and had me suck him clean which I loved

as a bottom

A True Story by iswallowbi

a few years ago I had a fweek riend who use to call me up and ask if I wanted t o suck him as he had a fine hard cock I could not say no he was in me three times a week I would go Round kneel or lay on bed he would feed me his c ock then when he had enough of being sucked he would turn me over lube up and slowly enter once he was all in and he felt me open up he fucked me so hard then he would either blow in me or in mouth he often shared me with his friends having a cock in your ass or mouth is fantastic

The way he looked at me

A Fantasy by OnlyAvg

To set the scene, when I first was struggling with the concept of if I was gay or bi, I reached out to another soldier I knew was gay to discuss. He was great, we chatted for ages and he made me feel better. I never came out and thought nothing of it at all, this was 12 years ago and while I never came out, I did explore a bit. I was visiting another base for work and a peer and I were returning from a coffee, he called out to someone coming towards us, I soon recognised him (Brandon) we all stood about chatting for a while, and I was just frozen wondering what he remembered about our chat. I got on with my day but didn't forget the encounter, it kept going over in my mind, he was looking great, but was he looking at me. I was getting ready for bed when my work phone rang, I answered and he quickly apolagiesed for calling but he looked me up and thought he would ring to see how I was going. I swallowed hard and just asked would he like to meet to chat, he gave me his address. It didn't take long, I hadn't even got to sit when he grabbed my hand as I walked past into his home, slightly pulling me back, forcing me to spin, I was a little off balance and fell into him, more nervse I guess, when he kissed me. I wasn't stopping. We kissed for what seemed forever, but didn't move further, I broke the kiss off. He offered me a drink, then came out and asked "so where did I land on the Straight or Gay side". I am never lost for words, but my pause offered him the chance to comment that he assumed as I arrived late on his door and kissed him, we might as well keep going and see he we could work it out. I must have sount like a kid, struggling to answer. He came over and handed me a wine and asked if I had done anything since our chat. I took a larger than normal drink and mustered a new courage, "Let me show you". I dropped to my knees and in the same motion pulled his pants down as if I had done this a million times. He had a stunning cock, and was already on its way up, I took it all started working it with my tongue. I couldn't get enough, I kept going and he just stood there shocked at the change in me, I was working him for a while when he slowly tried to pull me up, warning he was about to cum but I could feel it swelling up. I speed it up and took him deep before I felt him fill my throat, so I slowly slide him out a little to savour the taste, but ensured I got every drop. We then sat on the lounge and started chatting about my journey. We started our second glass when I heard something further in the house. He said he had a confession, but I would need to strip off and submit to his lead. As he lead me down a hall, I could see movement from now what was obviously his bedroom. He was telling me that when he saw me looking at him on base, he knew then I wanted him BUT it wasn't until he told his husband that they got my number. We now turned into his room to find his partner layed back on thier bed. He was naked and ready for his turn. Brandon led me to the bed and said the two of them were going to convert me if I hadn't already, but since I started so strong, where were we to go? I missed the end as I slide Pete's larger cock straight into my mouth. Now I hadn't done this much and it had been a long time, but his cock was the tasty thing I had ever had. I was so entranced in my duties that I didn't feel Brandons hands to begin with. Then the cool lube set me off, I was cuming like a tap all over Petes leg. They loved it. I was forced to stop and clean him off, before I could continue. I did this, then was pulled up for another passionate kiss this time with Pete. We returned to the task at hand, I took more than a mouthful of cock when I felt the second pushing on my rim. Pop, he was through and I was getting the full length immediately as I pushed back but never stopping my BJ. This went on for some time, as they swapped and I was fucked several times over. We all collapsed in the bed, a naked pile of flesh and cum. I spoke for the first time sine entering the room "oh by the way I'm Tony, pleased to meet you". Now while I had played and had may quickies, this was my first real sustaining sexual encounter. This made me open an account on here again and look for the sexual pleasure I had been denying myself. SO I am hoping I can find this again, to feel so out of control but full of confidence again. Brandon, thank you for calling and making me your slut, see you next time I'm up your way.

6 February 2019

Coffee At Daves

A Fantasy by HonestBi

We had arranged to meet at his place. His name was Dave, 48yrs old and, unlike me, experienced with men. We had made contact, through one of those "dating" sites, started chatting and got on really well. We had shared a couple of pics and we knew we were attracted to each other. Dave invited me in and I followed him to the kitchen as we made small talk, admiring the way his ass looked in the Levis he was wearing. He filled the kettle then sat on the bench while he waited for it to boil. He was giving me a look like he was fucking me with his eyes, he knew it was turning me on because he kept looking at my ever increasing bulge. I approached him, opened his knees and stood between them. I ran my hands up his thighs, gently pressed my lips to his, we kissed. I could smell his breath as our lips parted, then the taste of his mouth as our tongues danced. I removed Daves shirt then kissed and licked his nipples while I massaged his cock through his jeans before unzipping them to reveal a very hard, cut 7inches. Dave had pulled my shorts down and was gently stroking my cock with both hands, pulling my foreskin back, and tickling the head. I grabbed his ass and slid him forward so our cocks were pressed together, he wrapped his legs around me and we wanked them as one. I knelt down, lifted Daves legs high and began to lick and finger his ass. I moved to lick and suck on Daves balls before licking up his shaft, twirling my tongue around the purple head and taking his cock in my mouth and sucking. Dave begged me to fuck him, so with him on his back I applied some lube, he reached down and spread his cheeks and I guided the head of my cock into his ass. He was very tight, but with each gentle thrust, he moaned and I got deeper. He wanked as we fucked, his breathing started to deepen and I could feel his ass tighten even more around my cock. I watched him shoot thick wads of cum over his stomach and chest. He ran his fingers through his spent juices and lifted them to my mouth, I sucked his fingers, then with a groan, my body tensed and I filled his ass with my sperm. Needless to say, the kettle needed to be re-boiled........ I often go to Daves for a "coffee" now.

SALE OF THE CENTURY

A Fantasy by BiMick46

With the Christmas Holidays approaching, I wanted to buy a good used caravan. I found one that came with extras that weren't in the ad..... I found the address I was given and there, on the front lawn, was the Caravan. There were a couple of good looking men, in their 40's or 50's, giving it a clean. The sun was high and temperatures were soaring, the men were both shirtless and tanned - The man with a muscular chest and arms, "Kev", was wearing footy shorts, while, "Matt", the other man, wore cargos and had a little extra padding. Matt went to get us all a cold drink from the house, while Kev showed me inside the Caravan. I noticed Kevs ass looked firm and his shorts were straining to contain the prize within. He was giving me a horny look that was turning me on when he asked if I liked what I saw while he pulled his shorts to one side. His semi erect cock fell out, with it's large vein running down the shaft, and his foreskin stretching back over the growing purple head, I was speechless and just nodded. I pushed him against the kitchenette cabinets, got down on my knees and I tried to swallow his cock whole. It’s salty taste and soft, yet firm texture filled my mouth and I gagged as it's head bounced against the back of my throat. I didn't hear Matt come in, I just suddenly had another cock in my face, not as long as Kevs, but thicker, circumcised and still a hand full. I opened my mouth wide and sucked on both heads together while I looked up and watched both men kiss passionately. It wasn't long before Kev moaned that he was going to cum, so I continued sucking Matts cock while Kev wanked and released his hot sperm in my face. After seeing that, Matt let out a moan, jerked and twitched, then he too covered my face with his cum. They stood me up and proceeded to lick their cum off my face, we all kissed, sharing the flavour. They told me it was my turn, undressed me and led me to the bed. They layed me down and took turns sucking and licking my cock, balls and ass. I watched as Matt got behind Kev and buried his face between his ass cheeks before applying some lube, Kev then stood over me and lowered himself over my cock. He felt warm and tight as he took my entire length in his ass. Matt sat over my face so I licked and fucked him with my tongue as Kev continued to ride my cock. I grabbed Kevs hips and thrusted up, fucking him harder and faster, before moaning, and finally filling his ass with my cum. Needless to say, they got their sale, I got my caravan and they occasionally join me for "boys weekends" away.

22 August 2018

Seduced by a massage

A True Story by guynxtdoor10

So as a 22yo sports loving straight guy at the time of this story, I loved a good massage. One night, as I was trawling the AMM sphere for some late night fun, I received a message from a fit, older asian guy. Naturally at first I disregarded it as I considered myself straight, but after a few back and forth messages, he offered me a massage, as I mentioned i was sore from training. I decided what the hell, and drove over to his place, which was close by. He was 39 at the time, fit, gym body, and was very friendly. He made me feel very relaxed, as I hadnt met a guy off AMM before, let alone go to their house. He answered the door in a towel, as he had just had a quick shower, and instructed me to the bedroom. He told me to strip off and he'll massage me on the bed. I got my gear off, no reservations about being nude as I was used to it from team sports, and got comfortable on the bed. He lathered me up in oil from head to toe, and began what can only be described as a heavenly massage, covering every inch of my body. He started with my head and neck, and slowly made his way down to my legs, finishing with a deep glute and groin rub (non sexual to begin with), which at the time was amazing as I did have groin injuries. during all this, he constantly kept trying to keep the conversation going, but all I could mutter were half words......too entranced in the amazing massage to care what he was saying! After a while, i noticed that he was inching closer and closer to my ass and balls, and couldn't help but get aroused. Again, at the time I considered myself straight, so this was very new to me. As he massaged in circular motions, my erection became more and more of an issue, as i was face down, and had to keep raising my waist and bum in the air to get comfortable, unwittingly inviting more and more attention to that area, as he thought I wanted more. eventually, he started rubbing my ass and lubed up 1 finger and slowly put it in. I was shocked, but at the same time extremely turned on, so I let it continue. At this stage, the conversation had dried up and I was focusing on breathing and trying not to cum on his bed sheets.... Eventually he whispered in my ear to turn over, which at first I was reluctant to do considering I could use my cock as a sundial, but I turned over nontheless to showcase all of my 7 inches. He smiled and continued massaging, now getting closer to the base of my penis, circular motions continuously teasing my senses. He massaged my balls and with every stroke, my dick moaned for more, eventually leading to him covering it in oil and gripping it with both hands. "Do you mind if I get naked too?" he asked me. "No not at all", I replied, too horny to give a shit at this point. He stripped off and got onto the bed with me. He then made his way down and started sucking my throbbing cock, whilst slipping his finger back in my ass. The sensation was out of this world. He quickly brought me to climax, but told me to warn him if I was going to cum, because he didn't want me to just yet. He wanted to ride my cock first. I pulled out and we let my excitement levels sink a little, as he continued a non sexual rub of my hand, but with my other hand I was too curious and excited, so I grabbed his cock and started stroking it. It was not massive, but a nice size, and very thick and juicy. By now he was heavily moaning and wanted me to fuck him, so he lubed up his ass and my cock, lay me down and rode me cowboy style, bare. He was so smooth, no hair on his body, so my cock slipped in with ease, but as he tried to take all of the girth, he realised he'd have to work up to it. Slowly but surely, he took all of me in his smooth ass, all the while letting me stroke his juicy throbbing cock. After what seemed an eternity of bliss, I felt an intense rush flood my senses. Before I could say or do anything, a huge rush swept over me, and I released a massive load into him. He took every drop and rode me until my cock could take no more. As he got off me, I wanted him to um too, so I took his cock in my mouth, sucking it as best I could until he blew a massive load into my mouth. I spat it out in the bathroom, but it was such a turn on. Afterwards, we showered together, and he scrubbed all the oil off me, rubbing my cock and asking for another round, which he got in the shower against the glass. this time I gave him my load in his mouth, which he took and swallowed. To this day I still remember every second of that experience, and have since had many more encounters with men, but this will forever be my favourite. I hope you've enjoyed my recollection of that night !

Sensual Massage

A True Story by Kindhearted72

Looking back, I realise now now that I inherited my Dad's full and and sexy bum and had actually heard a few compliments about it even at work as well as from members of AMM that I have met. One particular memorable massage I had was when the Thai male masseur actually got turned on during massage and asked me to blow him with only curtains as partition at the massage place (I have already posted this story before). I then started looking for therapist that do sensual massages. While in Melbourne, I found this advertisement online about a sensual massage by a male therapist. It was for mobile massage. The therapist was in his early 30's tall, Polish background with toned muscular body. He had all the massage certificates and credentials included in his online advertisement. I specifically requested for a Lomi-lomi massage. He initially replied that he only does it for women but then agreed to do the massage as requested. Mark (not his real name) knocked on my door and I saw him carrying his mobile foldable massage table with him. I let him in and watch him set up his table in my room. He has a very fit muscular sexy bod and I couldnt help but notice his very sexy bum on his scrub suit . He asked if it is alright to take his shirt off as Lomi-Lomi massage needs lots of flowing movements. I got excited but just casually told him, its alright whatever he is comfortable. After setting up the table, he told me to take off all my clothes and lay face down on the massage table. I already had a hard on as I looked at his nicely chiselled chest and could see the bulge on his loose massage pants. And then he started pouring liberal warm oil on my body and started on my back and shoulders, going down to my gluteal area. He massaged using hands, the forearm, and elbow. It was indeed sensual. He gave my bum area and decent proper massage and I felt my cock was oozing with precum. When I turned over, I noticed that he had already stripped and left his undies on and his more than 8 inch thick cock was clearly bulging. I asked him why not take his undies off, so that he will feel "more comfortable". He was on my right side massaging my chest and abdominal area and I moved my hand close to his bulge. He did not move back. And so I asked whether I could take it out of undies and stroke his cock too. I guess with my fully erect throbbing cock made him feel horny and my therapist may be bisexual. He replied, I could play with it but not suck it. He don't usually play with clients as he is very careful about his credentials and that word might spread around. I told him, i find him really very sexy, and may want more than a sensual massage. He then dropped his undies and his massive thick 8 inch cock sprang out. I grabbed it and before he could even move, gently sucked it. He allowed me to suck him. He told me that I really suck good. While I was sucking him, he started massaging my erect penis. He asked whether I keep condoms on coz he find my ass sexy and would like to try and fuck it. I instructed him to get the condoms and lube on bedside table. He put on a condom and pull my hips down on the side of the massage table and fucked me in a missionary position. It was amazing as I could see his sexy body as he slowly pushed his very hard cock into me. I told him he got a huge cock and stopped a moment until I get comfortable with it. Then slowly he moved and I could see his ass thrusting forward on my sliding mirror cabinet. It was a sexy sight to behold. The thrusting became faster and faster and he started masturbating my cock with the rhythm of his thrusting and Mark quickly pulled out his cock and removed the condom and wanked his massive cock and we exploded and cum together on my belly. I thought I have seen this similar scene on of the x videos only this time it was for real. He gently wiped both our cum with tissue and then finish the massage with some stretching. It was my best massage I told him. Mark then became my regular massage therapist until I relocated and move back to Sydney

3 July 2018

Being a bottom

A True Story by Biswallows

When i started i was in my thirtys I amswered a add in the local paper We chatted and he said u best get round here and have your first cock I was nervous as i knocked on his door and he opened it afternoon in there i entered his lounge porn was on tv couch and fur rug with pillow we sat made small talk then he took his cock out and well you going to do anything I got up knelt and he stood i reached out he said no mouth only so i sucked it in he was six inches so i soon had his balls on my chin soon he was moaning and it felt great he was calling me names and said i was doing well he then said stop bend over he fingered my ass with lube wow u are tight he got two in and pumped away Her suck more so i did he was hard as do u wanna be fucked yes i knodded he pulled out and slowly went in it hurt but was good once he was all in he said get use to this after today u will want more and more after a min or so he started to pump deep and hard holding my hips he was gentle but firm He was pumping away and said he was going to cum i clenched my hole and said stay My first cock my first fuck and load inside Mmmmm i am a slut lol He was surprised i did th at i said u wanted too so why not It felt good he pulled out my ass closed and i did not loose any He said how often u wanna do this isaid as much as i can Be here tommorrow if u want do i did for the first 6 months he fucked me four times a week cumming on either ass or mouthh but he always fucked me Over the next few years we had threesomes and he left lots of cum on me But that will be for another story or two Currently looking for a new master After a few months of learning how to be a good bottom . The guy pounding me asked if there was anything else i wanted to do i said another guy at same time he knew of a guy as he was giving me my daily dose he was telling me about him i said get him here i recived a extra hard pounding that afternoon. After i left he called me and said can i be there tommorrow i said sure The next day could not get here quick enough i cleaned out inside and got ready Lacy red panties today I arrived and knocked on the door as i walked in the New guy was there shook hands said hello porn was on the tv Master signaled for me to commence sucking i got up moved over to master and sucked him after a few mins he stood up said to new guy your turn i was knelt on floor new guy stood up and dropped pants his cock was bigger thicker I sucked him then the master then put both cock heads in my mouth at same time love sluts when they do that one said Master the got some lube went round to my rear and in he went i was deep throating the new guy now and had master balls deep They swapped ends a bit more lube and slowly in went new guy thicker is so nice when he was all in he started pounding away but in a hard loving way I really was enjoying it master was in my mouth and they were chatting Master blew in mouth and i sucked him clean the new guy after a few mins was ready to cum Master said breed him he is the bottom so he pumped a huge load in then continued to fuck me my ass made slopppy sounds then he was ready to cum again out he poped and in my mouth a load in mouth and he moaned thank u he said and we had a rest and then i left cum was running down my leg those two had me a few times After my first three some it was not long before i had others many with andy the second guy he even was seeing me alone ast his house as well as getting filled by master. Master said to me this night u are a slut arnt you here i am fucking u four times a week how much more do u want .more i said lol. With that his phone rings he pulls out and answers it a friend wants to visit he says he is ass deep the friend and him chat then he says to me you want more cock yes i nod ok he says come round i ask him some questions but he does not sa y much . The new friend knocks on door he gets up to answer it they come back in i shake hands the new guy is tall and nice looking dont let me stop u you two were busy so i suck master hard again thd new guy is commenting on my sucking . Yeah he will suck u deep . Master gets up to enter me again the new guy undressed there is a thick 8 inch cock hard as steel i open my mouth amd he slowly enters master is pumping away and then rons balls are on my chin mmmmmm he moans he did Master has just put a load in me and pulls out there u go loose and lubed for you ron moved in holds hips and enters one gard steel inch at a time i mak e a noise as he is thicker and bigger than master. He is all in master os watching his inches enter me ron starts up speed and then its slap slap slap my ass is spanked my hea d is pushed into pillows and a hard fuck i am getting he asks can he cum oh fuck yes cum fill me so he does I lay there weak as it was great we swap numbers and leaves Master was impressed i took him all Master tried to get him and the other two together but it never did always one or the other never all three One day ron called on after work and we had a session then a hour later andy messaged saying get over and at 11 after master finished work called me so in five hours i had three cocks that was a great day and no one knew lol As my first year past with being fucked by three guys that turned into good friends The second year was looking eventful a guy friend of andys contacted me he wanted to pop by i had a day off so after we chatted for a bit he came over i greeted him at the door we went into the shower and i sucked him as he stood there water running down our bodys he said open your mouth and i did with that he pissed in my mouth it ran down my chin and then he stuffed his cock back in my mouth he said get in bed bitch seeing how it was my first golden shower i was surprised i got in bed he said that was hot he lubed up pulled me onto all fours and stood next to the bed and slide in he fucked so hard held onto my hilps and pumped away he was pulling my cock as he fucked me when he was ready to cum he pulled out removed condom and blew into my mouth he was happy and he came a couple times after that A few weeks later i was speaking to a guy he wanted me to dress in lacy panties and fish nets i Drove to his place and knocked on the door he opened the door we went into the lounge he siad suck so i opened my mouth and i sucked down a nice seven in hes i sucked him hard and he was getting harder on your back he said i did he pulled my panties aside and sucked me as he did he lubed my hole then got up and pushed in he lifted my legs and pushed deeper he was grunting on every stroke and he was calling me a slut and how sluts need to be fucked he pulled out and blew on my face i scooped it off and licked him clean that was the being of my second year of being a bottom that year there were some great cocks and some shockers one session that stood out was being fu ked by andy infront of his ex who he use to have sex with when she was horny she was hot as and we had fun

Being Looked at

A True Story by BJgiven

This time last year l decided to get another split system installed up stairs. Looked on Gumtree and there was a guy that sold and installed and good price. So booked him in to come on Saturday. He arrived very pleasant guy young and attractive didn't think much more than that. So took upstairs to the spare room which had porn bi porn siting on the side tables next to bed, which i completely forgot. He started to do his stuff then i thought l will jump in the shoer as he will be a few hours. Im in the shower and i thought he was on the roof doing what he had to do, so i left bathroom door open just in case he yelled out and needed a hand. Washing away and cleaning my bits l tuned around and looked at the front of the shower and here is Matt, with this huge hard cock in his hand, stroking it. I asked him do you need to be washed as well, he relied yes, so he jumped in shower so started to clean him and his cock. On my knees sucking this big fat lebo cock. Matt thrusting his throbbing cock down my throat calling me a slut and cock sucking whore, l was quiet aroused by the verbal abuse and started stroking my cock. Matt grabbed me by my hair pulled me up to his face then started kissing me. We quickly got out of the shower and straight to my room. Matt pushed me on my bed spread my ass checks and slid his cock in my tight hole, using spit as lube. Fuck did that hurt. Eventually lube had to be used and Matt went of verbally abusing me, l laid there moaning with pleasure pre cum dripping from my cock. Next minute i felt this final thrush and Matt scream of excitement as blew deep inside me. Matt got up jumped in shower and went back to work.

My friend breeded my hole

A True Story by Slipssuckcum

My friend use to message me get here your ass needs attention. I would shower clean out inside and get over to him I would message i was there he would greet me and i would be ready for his commands one time he said stop as the door closed kneel so i did he then pushed his cock into my mouth i would deep throat him then when he was ready i was told to strip he then lubed up and in he went his thick 7 inches felt so good he would start pf slow and build up to a fast deep pace he would pound hard calling me his bitch i would push back he would hold my hips and fill me then i would suck him clean and on the occasion he would turn me over lift my legs and go again

Trying to give my first blow job

A True Story by SeriouslyBi

I remember the first time I ever touched another man's cock and attempted to give him a blow job. It was exhilarating and challenging to say the least. However, before I explain myself let me provide some context. I can't speak for other men, however I have only once in my life found anyone that can give me a blow job and have me wanting to cum without any other stimulation at all. It was a girlfriend in my younger days and I remember it as clear as if it happened last night. We were going to do the deed for the first time and she was proceeding down my chest kissing lightly as she headed for my erection. As she reached my stomach she looked up and said "please don't cum in my mouth". Well I assured her I wouldn't and that she could proceed. Yet in my mind I was thinking, "huh, no chance of that, no one has been able to give me a head job and bring me to orgasm from just purely sucking it". Anyway, she proceeded and took my cock into her mouth. Immediately it started feeling fucking awesome, then within 2 minutes of her starting I had to ask her to stop or I wouldn't be able to hold back my load. Later I was laying bed shell shocked. I had never and have never found anyone that could achieve such a feat in such a short time without any other form of stimulation. Stupidly, over the course of that relationship I never took any notice of what her technique was as I was too young and stupid to realise the value of the information had I gathered it from her. Back to me now about to attempt my first head job. The guy I'm going to try and pleasure drops his pants and reveals a monster. If you read my story about how I discovered I was bisexual, this monster cock is the one I mention in that story. I take hold of his cock in my hand and start to kiss and lick the head of his penis. Which the texture totally surprised me as his cock felt in my hand to be as hard as steel yet the head of his cock in my mouth felt soft and like velvet. The contradiction of feel from my mouth and tongue to my hand was quite perplexing. Anyway, as I am trying to shove more and move of this guys cock into my mouth and massage his balls lightly, I start to gag as I can no longer suck air in through my nose and his cock is entering my throat. For the next 10 minutes I try my hardest to get him to the point of orgasm, which became hard work as my jaw muscles in my mouth started to ache as my mouth was stretched as wide as it would go. I have tried to a improve my skills in this area and am always willing to try try again ;-) I have to say that when I watch a porno and see someone deep throating a cock, I now have a far greater respect for that skill than I once did.

30 January 2018

How did I know I was bisexual

A True Story by SeriouslyBi

How did I know I was bi. Well sit back and let me tell you a story. I used to serve in the Australian Army in Infantry, which is rather homophobic, so to realise I was bisexual didn't happen over night. When I was 25 I meet a girlfriend who loved anal sex. She couldn't get enough of it. However she also wanted to fuck me as well. Which at the time, I was firmly of the belief that my back passage was a one way street and never to be invaded. Anyway, she persisted and one day handed me a playboy which had an article (i know, an article in playboy, yeah sure) which was about men who where raped and couldn't handle the fact that while being raped they got an erection or even ejaculated. The article went onto explain the prostate and what happens when its massaged and the effects that can have. Long story short I eventually was worn down and she started using a vibrator on me, well my orgasms where ten times more intense when something was fucking my arse at the same time as I was coming. Eventually we broke up and I was masturbating and missing those intense orgasms. So I bought my own vibrator and started using it. Eventually I started to become frustrated as trying to fuck oneself with a vibrator and masturbate at the same time is no small feat. So I started to think, well why don't I find a guy to fuck me, as I sure looking for woman who will strap one on won't be the most enticing offer as a first date. So I started thinking a guys hard cock would be just as good as a vibrator and therefore its only my social conditioning thats stopping me. So with that decided I found my first guy online and I go to his house. He opens the door and minutes later we are naked. Well fuck me, heres where I really learn that we are ALL NOT similar in size at ALL. This guy had a fucking huge cock that I barely was able to stuff into my mouth. So when it came to him fucking me, that was a no go as my arse had never been stretched to such width. When I got home I also felt some shame as my social conditioning had been that being gay and having sex with other men was shameful. However being an intelligent male, I soon got over that as whatever two consenting adults want to do with each others body, is their business and is perfectly natural. So over the years I have come to understand that I am a bottom. I will fuck my partner if we are both versatile, but I won't play the top role alone. I have also come to understand the phycology of being used and the awesome horny feelings of being a slut thats taken and fucked by a large cock and how that can feel. I can really understand how they say we have a feminine side as when Im being fucked I love it and am happy to submit to being the bitch. I do have to say, social conditioning and denying one self are problems I see when it comes to people accepting their own and others sexuality. Surely as we evolve as a species this is disappear and it won't matter, we will accept people for who they are. Unfortunately I am married to a woman who I love as the mother of my children who is disgusted when I tried to tell her I was bisexual. Eventually I had to tell her I was joking and was just trying to understand how understanding she was. I don't let her see this side of myself and at times its frustrating. However I feel the sacrifice is worth it when I raise my kids with two parents in family unit that appears as normal as normal can be. Embrace who you are and live life to the fullest.

29 January 2018