A rollicking good fuck

Rollicking good fuck

Some time back I made the decision to make exclusivity with a significant other my mission,
but I did not foretell the frustrations galore
whilst waiting for my lover to grace my door
I felt rather like a ship in dry dock
high and dry waiting patiently to enjoy his cock
Then my paint started peeling exposing my under belly
and my legs began to turn to jelly
So i wondered is a relationship what I am really wanting?
perhaps it’s more fun enjoying NSA bonking?
I guess there is no right or wrong
Cause life is short not long
But here I am putting pen to paper because I want to discuss
Why most relationships seem to cause no end of fuss
Now pardon me while I vent,
but why is it couples seem hell bent
on insisting they are happy and content,
and being one of a pigeon pair for them is a must,
but in actual fact the only thing they trust
is that each day will be safe and predictable.?
It seems to me it's most probable
they live a life of quiet despair
and raunchy and amazingly good sex is very rare.
For 10 years now I have mostly been selectively promiscuous
and it may sound totally ridiculous but
I must admit I enjoy sex without a heart connection
I think ...because in reality promiscuity null and voids any feelings of rejection
because when I have more than one lover
there is no expectations and hidden agendas other
than to have a rollicking great fuck
but when I am exclusive it's quite often I come unstuck
because all my petty jealousies and insecurities surface
So I ask 'If this is the fall out of monogamy what is the purpose' ?
Being a couple may be safe and normal for some
but I wonder do their lives become hum drum ?
I honestly don’t want to settle for a mediocre life,
that soon becomes tainted with boredom or strife
With sex as bland as a vanilla slice
And I sure as hell don't want to be in a relationship described as 'Nice'
So Dear reader I put it to you. What are your thoughts ?
Do you just follow the safe and tried path
or Go forth?
And charter your own course?
Or do you cling tenaciously to the past.
And seek to be moulded together in plaster cast?
For me monogamy gets the thumbs down
Because I have found
That by choosing to be
Prudently selectively promiscuous its way more likely that transparency and honesty abounds