help, am i gay?

my four day first time trip to fucking Bali. a place so beautiful yet so shit.
it has such a village like atmosphere, even in town.

and all those cute cool looking balinese women zipping by on their scooters, three kids standing on the footplate.

it was midnight, but hey its just 200 meters from the hotel down a deserted Jalan Double Six to the Commonwealth ATM.
its a main street, but dark, narrow, very balinese. very ripe and third world. watch out for them gaping holes in the broken pavements. rubbish strewn open sewers tinkling down to the beach. lurking turds.

i smile at an impossibly sweet looking scooter girl who instantly slows and idles alongside me. oh embarrasment. heeeelllllllo she says you want a woman, you want to come back to my room? nah, not really i chuckle, then laugh in genuine surprise when she tells me five hundred thousand rupiah. haha, a months wages?

okay 250 she says wobbling alongside me. 100? no.

fifty thousand she says.

i really don't want a blowjob from a prostitute but for five bucks? deal.

follow me she says and scoots off. i walk another 50m then hear a psst from an alley where i see the scooter parked. i'm ushered into the shadows. don't know how my shorts get down but soon i'm in heaven. seems fifty thousand rupiah doesn't get you a room.

my first shadowy alleyway dainty asian blowjob. occasional scooters and bunches of westerners pass by just 10 meters away. i'm leaning against a flimsy wall, there is probably a family of balinese behind it wondering what the hell is all that panting and knee trembling..
i do love to caress as i cum, but when i reached down to feel her breasts she firmly bats away my hands.
i cum the way you cum when you do something novel, perverse and dirty.
she spits, i hand over the cash, she says "thank you daahling" in a voice seemingly deeper for having my cock down her throat for one and a half minutes.
she pushes the scooter back to the road. i wander the 50 meters back to my hotel and jump straight in the pool.

floating there i ponder what i've done. ponder the voice, the tits... realisation dawns.

later i find $70 that was in my shorts pocket has gone. i like to think he was a poor uni student funding his education.

so, am i gay?

* no guys its a rhetorical question: i don't really want you to offer help for me to find out lol**