First session with new submissive

My time with Sir was absolutely amazing and I loved it! I made some mistakes but was quickly reprimanded so will remember my lessons. Sir explained that I am not to look him in the eye – ever! And I am only to look down at his crotch area. When I mistakenly did look up, Sir slapped me in the face! That was a shock and hurt somewhat but wasn’t too painful thankfully!
Sir told me to show him how I masturbated the other day when I messaged him. So I went and got my toys out from under the bed. Sir reminded me that instead of saying “ok” I needed to say “yes Sir” – which I then did. I placed my vibrator inside my cunt with my buzzy on my clit. I sat on my vibrator and rocked back and forth while I rubbed the little buzzy over my clit. I had my feet up on the edge of the bed so that my cunt was in full view to Sir. Sir stood in front of me with his hands clasped together and watched saying nothing. I explained to Sir that it takes me a long time to cum and Sir said “I didn’t tell you to talk!” “No Sir” and so I continued to masturbate without speaking. At times I tried lying back and pushing the dildo deep inside me to heighten the sensation. My clit was dry because I forgot to put lube on, so as well as taking the juices from my cunt I also licked the buzzy to get it moist. It did take me a long time to cum and it wasn’t the big cum that I like to have but I enjoyed being watched like that. I hope Sir enjoyed it too.
Next Sir allowed me to suck his cock which I enjoyed very much! Sir has a lovely cock and I took pleasure in making it grow in my mouth. I like to take it deep down the back of my throat and Sir helped me by pushing my face into his crotch. I found this extremely arousing and particularly when Sir held back my hair. At one point I did gag on Sir’s cock too much and so had to put my face sideways to breath again. There was a short moment of panic when I couldn’t breath, but I trusted Sir to allow me air when I needed it. I like it when Sir tells me what to do so that I’m less likely to make mistakes and more likely to please Sir. Like when Sir told me to sit on the edge of the bed and lean forward to suck his cock. I feel I’m being a good girl when I’m able to follow instructions and hope that this will lead to a reward.
Sir did reward me with a vibrator on my clit which was wonderful! Sir told me to lie back and spread my lips so he could see my cunt properly. I had my eyes closed as instructed but could still see a torch light that must have been very bright! Sir very graciously played with the vibrator in my cunt and on my vagina for a long time. I particularly enjoyed it when Sir put the vibrator in my cunt and pointed it down so I could feel it in my anal area. This was very stimulating indeed!
Sir then gave me a black lacy blindfold to put on and then placed another one over the top of that so it was extremely secure! I was then told to lie back on the bed. Sir then came to the other side of the bed where my head was and climbed onto my face. He then placed his cock on my lips so that I would know to take it in my mouth. Which I did with pleasure! Sir also allowed me the luxury of sucking and licking Sir’s balls which was wonderful! I hope I didn’t hurt Sir in my enthusiasm but I am greedy when it comes to cock sucking!
The anticipation of not knowing where Sir is and when or where he will touch me is extremely arousing! I loved the fact that Sir is so quiet and gives practically no hints as to what he’s doing or what will come next. To suddenly be spanked on the arse with what felt like a leather strap or belt was exhilarating! The spanking was painful as Sir was hitting in the same spot to heighten the pain. I was able to take it for quite a while by trying to focus on my breathing which wasn’t always easy! Eventually though I had to use the word “pause” which Sir had previously explained to me would stop what was happening long enough for me to catch my breath! Sir very kindly praised me with “good girl” and then gently rubbed over my burning cheek! This was extremely erotic in the contrast of tough with gentle! I loved it!
I was rewarded with Sir’s cock in my cunt from behind! Sir fucked me hard and deep with his lovely cock and it felt fantastic! I could feel every inch of Sir’s big thick cock filling me up! Sir held my hips and fucked me hard which is my favourite way to be fucked! I would have like to put my buzzy on my clit then but didn’t know how to ask permission, as I know I’m not allowed to speak. So I focussed on the pounding Sir was giving me and was able to cum.
Unfortunately Sir only touched my nipple once and this was a shame as I adore having my nipples and breasts played with. I wanted to take off my top so that Sir could see the corset I was wearing underneath, but once again, wasn’t able to ask. I wondered whether there could be a signal for permission to speak?
I was disappointed that Sir didn’t make me squirt! I would have loved to have felt Sir’s tongue on my clit while his fingers found my g.spot! I hope that next time I will earn that privilege with my obedience. Sir did seem to like the way I sucked his cock when he laid back and I was very pleased to be given the opportunity to help Sir to cum! I enjoyed watching Sir masturbate himself to orgasm and was grateful to be able to swallow Sir’s juice! I would gladly take Sir’s cock in my mouth anytime knowing that Sir is enjoying my oral skills. If Sir would like me to suck harder or be any gentler or rougher with his balls – I assume Sir will let me know.
It was difficult for me not being able to look at Sir as I am also a very visual person. I wanted to let Sir look into my eyes as I sucked Sir’s cock! But more than anything I wanted to watch Sir’s face as Sir came! I am a voyeur too and like to watch what is going on and would love to have admired Sir’s gorgeous body! Perhaps if I am extremely good next time, Sir will allow me an occasional peak?
I’m hoping that you were happy with me Sir and how I performed. I would love Sir to teach me more and train me as you’d like me to be! The opportunity to serve you once more Sir would thrill me no end!