Secret Life

I have a secret life. I never use to have this kind of life before... but this all started 2 years back and I kept looking back and wonder how did all these started and how did I get to this stage.

My friends know me as someone who's nice and kind and understanding. Never in their life would they imagine my secret life in the world of AMM. They never know how sometimes I dissappear during weekends and weeknights and leading a double life right under their nose.

I remember my first encounter in AMM was with a guy whom I've chatted on AMM and then MSN. We've chatted a few times and I decided that it might be worth it to meet up and see where that leads to. So hence when he asked to meet up I said yes and gave him my number and address and agreed on a time to meet up. However he was pretty smart and never gave me his number.

So here I was sitting in my room fretting away and wanted to cancel on this guy, but I remembered I never had his contact number to start with and he doesn't seems to be online as well. Well I was nervous wreck and that was my first time meeting up people from AMM. But after a few minutes of hesitation, I decided to go ahead and get dressed and get ready to meet a stranger.

A few minutes later after I had settled and waited, I received a call and said he's already downstairs. So with shaky hands and unsure mind, I went down and met this stranger that I've only talked to on MSN. On first glance, he does looked like the pictures he showed me, but maybe just a little chubbier than before. We introduced ourselves and decided to go for dinner somewhere near his place just in case we felt alright and wanted to start playing away. So along dinner, I was still pretty nervous, but I was pretty bullheaded and wanted to do something out of the ordinary. So when he asked if I wanted to visit his place, I bravely said yes.

Upon reaching his place, we settled and get comfortable on the sofa with some news channel on the TV playing in the background. We talk a bit and he took my hand and placed it on his crotch, and I felt his cock grew harder and bigger. Then I got curious and started to stroke his cock. After a few seconds later, he told me to settle closer and put my leg on his thighs and I did, i just lifted my legs and slung it over his big thigh and rest there while I kept strocking his cock through his jeans. He then told me to strip and he started to strip too! The sight of his cock had me stared for a few seconds longer as that was the biggest I had seen in my entire adult life and I was excited yet scared for the first time that whole night.

I also felt very excited and horny at the same time and was actually pretty eager to play too. Then he put on a condom and I told him I want to ride him facing him. So I climbed up top of him and slowly sit down and slide his huge cock into my wet hot pussy. Gosh, took me a while to get use to the size and a few second to slide the whole cock in despite the slippery wet pussy of mine that was practically dripping for his cock.

Once I was in, I had to sit for a second or two just to get use to the size and then I started to rock back and forth, back and forth, rubbing myself against his cock and he was grabbing my small tits and sucking and licking them while the other hand play with the nipple on the left side. I was bobbing up and down and riding his cock like a cowgirl and that got me so excited. Then a few minutes later, I felt the first wave of orgasm coming, my pussy started to clench harder and harder. He felt me too and started to take over and he was gripping my waist and taking control of the ride. I let myself go and clench and squeeze my pussy against his hard cock and moan my waves of orgasm right on his side just on his ears. He was ready to cum too, but he let me had my fun first and when my orgasm passed and the last wave of tingling sensation passes and I regained the feelings to my legs, I slide out his cock, and sat next to him on the couch and started to give him a nice sucking, licking up my juices on his cock. Then when I had done cleaning his cock, I started to give him a blowjob. My head was bobbing up and down sliding his hard cock in and out of my mouth and playing with it with my tongue. Then after a while, he said he's cumming and took over and hold my face near his cock lying down on his tummy. Then he cum, waves and waves of it, I can see the white cum shooting out of his cock and he was grunting as he came. When he was done, I look up to him and smiled and said thankyou, that was a great orgasm that I felt for the first time in my adult life.

It was also on that night that I found my favourite position for orgasm and that position has never fail before to hit the point and start orgasming in waves and waves. That is also my favourite position because I get to face the guy and he gets to play with my nice small boobs while I hump up and down in front of him.

After we've both dressed, he drove me home and that was the last time I saw of him, and that was also the begining of my secret life in AMM, and many more exciting encounters as I started to get into swingers parties, and single meet up.
This was also where it leads me to meeting a great lover who've introduces anal, DP, bukkake, Gang bang and loads more bedroom and outdoor fun.

Two years ago my secret life started from the point of curiosity. It has since then escalated to a larger part of my life and taken up almost my weekends and night life. This is the point where debauchery begins a while ago.

After being a member of AMM for a couple of months, I was approached by a Club, indicating an interest to take me into their wings and to enjoy the secret society life. I was very interested in what they have to offer. After a couple of messages and emails, I finally gathered up the courage to meet them face to face. They are a nice couple who organised parties, swingers parties to be exact.

I had my reserved mind when I was being approached because where I grew up, sex was pretty much a tabboo and no one speaks about it. Sex was even a bad thing to be involved in.

Growing up I always had a little fasination towards sex and the pleasure in engaging in sexual activities. But because it is something that no one talks about, hence I had no one to turn to,to seek advise and I have to admit at times that was pretty frustrating when I was growing up as a teenager and a young adult.

So with that in mind, we set a date and time to meet up. I was pretty nervous as I wasn't sure what to expect. However, they turn up to be a very nice couple and easy to get along with. So once we met up and get over the whole swingers scene, they gave me a run down of the scenarios during the night of the parties. I found myself getting more and more aroused and wanting to join in the fun that they described to me. So on the first meeting, they had me locked into the next upcoming party which was like about 3 weeks away.

Since that meeting, I have 3 weeks to digest and to mentally prepare myself for the swingers scene and to get comfortable with it. In between that 3 weeks, I have been chatting to a few people on AMM but none had strike my interest to go further after the first meeting with that stranger.

About 3 days before the party, I met a guy from AMM and we started to talk about swingers somehow. So there I saying how nerve wrecking it must be to turn up on the party alone, and he was pretty smart to snatch up the opportunity and offer himself to take me there. Being the 'virgin swingers scene' girl, I accepted the offer and told him to get in touch with the organisers and get himself an invitation. As so happen, he knows them and have been to their parties before.

So things are all on a roll and he came to pick me up on time as he said he would. Mind you, I have never met him before and I'll be turning up to a swingers party with him. But he was pretty smooth and make the ride there an enjoyable one as we kept talking till we reach our destination.

He parked his car and we went inside to meet the couple. We are welcome with kisses and hugs and introduction to others there, then taken a tour around the private property. The whole house was set to a very seductive mood and porn was playing on the background on huge plasma TV. I was excited yet nervous as I have never been butt naked in front of more than 1 person at a time.

So, I needed some Dutch courage and started to numbed myself with alcohol. Needless to say after a few drinks I got more relax and more chatty and started to talk to the rest of the party attendee and mingle with the crowds. When most of the people had arrived, and it was time to get down to the fun part, the hosts tune down the lights and turn the atmosphere even more seductive and sexy.

My partner for the night had then been very naughty and started to strip me right in front of half of the people at the party. Not that I mind that much as I probably needed the strong hands to help me through it. It was pretty exciting to be undress by another man infront of others. Then he led me to the playroom where all the actions happen. There were already others down there engaging in various positions and it really was an eye opener for me.

I can see people fucking on the left and someone going down oral on a female on the right and there was this very interesting equipment right in the middle of the room. It's a swing and the host told me there has been quite a number of actions on that swing before. I was very interested to try that and my guy for the night said 'yes later i shall have you propped up in the swing with your legs up in the air'

I can smell sex everywhere in the playroom and that sort of set the mood for me for the rest of the night. He grabbed me and had me thrown onto the bed in the next room and started ravishing me. Oh, his tongue was amazing and nonstop till I had to grabbed his face and pulled him up for a kiss. I could tasted my own juice from the kiss. Then he held my legs up and started to fucked me while I was on my back. I can hear moanings behind me and I knew that lady was going to cum any seconds. Boy that was a real turn on.

I squeezed my pussy as hard as I could and clenched his throbbing cock in my pussy and move to gyrated against him for a greater feel and pleasure. I can see his face, he was in estacy land and he was grunting in pleasure too. I could sense my own orgasm building up but I wanted it to last longer, hence I stop gyrating and let him pound my pussy for a while longer. The lady behind me had started moaning in orgasmic rhythms and finally came. He heard that orgasmic cries and cum as well. It was a pleasure to see his face while he cum.

We took a little rest and had a drink before we went down again. This time I had 2 other guys who join in. I was sitting on his cock riding him while we were approached by these 2 new comers wanting to join the fun. He then told the other 2 guys to kneel beside me then I took one in my mouth and the other in my small hand and started to suck and rub their cocks while he bounces me up and down his throbbing cock. It was pure pleasure for me. Then we changed positions and everyone gets to pound my tight wet pussy.

Things went on from there and I had my orgasms over and over throughout the night and it was a night to remember as that was the night that started the swinging and multiple sexual partner experience. That started my gang bang fantasy that came true when I met the current lover that brought out all the suppressed sexual tension and needs for all those years.

It was a nice sunny spring Saturday afternoon and I was on my way in the tram to meet up with him. I was nervous but a little excited to finally meet up with this guy whom I had spent quite a lot of time chatting on MSN. I reached but had a little trouble finding his place so I gave him a call and he directed me to his doorstep. From the front porch, he looks alright; tall and lean but nicely built just how I like my men. We greeted with a cheek kiss and then he showed me around and we went out for lunch as we both were pretty hungry by then. Lunch was at a cosy Japanese restaurant, nothing too dandy or too bad, just right for the sunny afternoon. After lunch, we went back to his place to hang out. I knew by then that something would happen but deep down I wasn’t sure if I was ready for that as I just came out from a relationship. But I was pretty up to see what would happen and he seemed like a nice guy.
We sat on the couch and talked for a bit from everything to nothing then conversation steers towards sex. Then he makes a move and kissed me, but after a few seconds I froze up and pulled back. He was taken aback and asked me what was the matter. I told him about my previous relationship and not sure if I was ready to get into sex with another men so soon. He seemed pretty understanding and we talked a bit and then I could see he tried to lighten the mood and make easy conversation.
After a while I relax again and was talking to him as though none of that happened before. Then, he brought me into his room and showed me his sex toys. He had a small shoe box of sex toys and I was really intrigued with all that. We went through one by one and explore the usage of each. By then I was wet and hot in my panty and wanted to tear down each others’ clothes and ravished each other. But I knew my heart was probably not ready to do that yet and had to control my lust for this guy who was showing me his toys. Then he took out the next one and I asked him how to use that and he got down to show me the next instant. There I was sitting on the couch in front of his bed fully clothed and he was on his bed stark naked. That was a very big turn on and my controls on my runaway lusts were really hanging on a thread and I could felt myself dripping wet in the pussy. But I was determined to sit and enjoy the show. After all it is not everyday a girl gets a private show, a very sexy private show. He has the best looking cock I’ve seen and could not tear my eyes away. Then after a few minutes, he asked me if I wanted to give him a hand, I jumped in and helped him and gosh, that was the most erotic thing I’ve done so far. He was on his bed stark naked and I was standing at the end of the bed fully clothed but we were both involved in a very intimate act that only 2 people that at least have a decent trust in each other could do. Then he proceed to give himself a masturbation and he came after a while with me sitting on the couch at the end of the bed watching the entire show and getting very turned on with the sight in front of me. After he cum, we look at each other and smiled. That’s was when I made a mental note to myself, the next time I meet this guy, hot sex is what we will have and smile knowingly to myself on that note.
After that we sat and talked for a while. It was about nearly 5pm when I told him I had to go as I had dinner arrangement with friends and make a move. On the way home, I sent him a text message telling him how horny and wet I still was even though it was after so long that I had left his place. I could hardly contain my lustiness and flushing face in public and he commented that it’s such a shame we did not have sex. I replied with a simple note that next time we shall!
Since that lunch date, we have escalated to having a couple’s profile in AMM, to doing things that I have never imagined I am capable of. We have so many stories of my many firsts that he introduces me to and so many sexy adventures that he himself told me that it’s something new as well even though he was way more experience than me. It has now been about 9 months and counting and we have pushed way more boundaries than anyone could have in every sense and have more boundaries to explore still.

As most of you would know by now, I’ve been playing with guy that I met about the middle of last year. We even came up with a couple’s profile and had been making contacts with others and making arrangements to meet and play. While we were setting up the couple’s profile we had some real dirty fun taking pictures for our pg. This was definitely something I’d never done before – taking nude sexy pictures! It was sexy and fun for both of us.

There was also something that I’ve never done before- anal penetration! After a month or two with him, I was finally taken by his charming persuasion to try that. I was a nervous wreck on the day that we decided to try that. But he was very thoughtful and made me as relaxed as possible for the day. He started off the whole process by running a hot bath for me as he said that would help relax my muscles and gave me a nice glass of red wine to sip while I was soaking in the bubble bath. Pretty soon my body and mind was very relaxed and ready for some fun.

He started off with teasing and touching. Laid me on my back and played with my already swollen clit and pink hot wet pussy. Then he started pushing the purple dildo in and out of my pussy, vibrating and teasing my dripping pussy. I was in heaven and he started to flicked and lick my clit while the purple dildo fucked me senseless! Then he started to fuck me with his thick hard cock. I could feel him pulsating in my pussy, and that excited me further and I contracted my vagina muscle and squeezed his thick cock as hard as I could. This brought moaning from me and grunting from him. As he fucked me faster and faster and harder and harder, flesh pounding flesh, I could feel my tension building up and knew that in a few more seconds the orgasmic cycle would start and then it happened. My whole pussy constricted and I was moaning at the top of my lungs in pleasure while he continued and tried to fuck me despite the constriction and then a few great seconds later, the orgasmic waves ended. We both collapsed and was breathing hard from that climax that he gave me.

A few minutes later he asked me to get on my hands and knees. He laid the bed with some towels and put pillows underneath my tummy to prop me up comfortably. He started to slowly massage my arsehole, and sprayed some muscle relaxant on it. I was on my knees and elbows comfortably laying there while he slowly massaged my arse. He then lube up his fingers and start to slowly penetrate through to my virgin arsehole. My heart was pounding away and I could not get myself to breathe smoothly as it was a whole new feeling that I’m experiencing and wasn’t sure if it was my feeling that brought the imaginary pain or it was really painful for even a small finger to go through. I felt his index finger slowly pushing in and out trying to make my ass muscle get use to the size. Then he slowly used his middle finger and tried to expand my hole even further. I was really breathing hard and feeling the blood draining from my brain and down to the lower part of my body. It was all sensations and no thinking whatsoever.

He kept playing with my little hole and as he sensed I was beginning to get use to the 2 fingers, he slid them out and took a new toy. I could not see what it was but I can felt the slight coldness when he touched it to my hole. I turn around and saw that he had a butt plug in his hand. He had it lubed up and was ready to slowly stretch my hole bigger. He took a few minutes pushing it gently at the entrance. I was a little scared but I trusted him and he slowly took his time to push in the butt plug. I felt the plug slowly making its entrance and I was breathing hard this time, trying to relax and letting him push the butt plug through my tight scphincter. He took another few more minutes to slowly push it in and once it’s in, he soothes me and stroked my back as I tried to get use to the size of the butt plug.

Once he felt I started to get use to the butt plug, he slowly slid it in and out, in and out. I did not know what to expect and what to feel at that point. But it was definitely a new feeling that I could get use to. My breathing started to hasten and I was actually starting to get excited and was moaning lightly. He heard it and took it as a sign that I was enjoying it. He continued the action for a few more minutes and I could hear him getting excited as well as his breathing started to change. Then he took the butt plug out and this time I could feel his massive hard hot cock pushing slowly at the entrance of my arsehole. It was a whole new feeling, the skin to skin contact makes me even more excited, but I was very wary of the feeling of being stretched too much the first time. As he slowly pushed through, I could feel a little pain but the feeling was too intense to be stopped. Though I was moaning in pain and pleasure I wanted him to continue pushing in. He just started to push his massive cock in and hadn’t even pushed passed his knob. He was rock hard and I could feel his excitement, but he was holding it off because he knew I wasn’t ready yet for his whole massive cock. He held it steady for a few more seconds and my body started to get use to his size, he proceeded further and pushed in a few more centimetres and then I could feel the knob passes through.

Then I could feel him throbbing in my arse. Then he slowly built up speed, sliding in and out. The feeling of pain slowly changed to something else. I was slowly loosing the pain and my breathing got more and more ragged and could feel him building up speed. The intense feeling was really a new feeling and I was really enjoying it. I was loosing my thoughts and was just feeling everything that was happening. From this point onwards, we both could not contain the exploding excitement, and started to gain speed, and he was ramming into my ass and I was pushing back towards his penetrating cock. I was on my tummy with my ass propped up and he was behind me with both hands holding on to my narrow hip and rocking us. Moaning and grunting and sweating, a few more minutes later I felt him as he was ready to cum, I was seeing white lights and breathing hard, then he pulled out and came on my back as I tried to get my breathing back and he collapsed beside me as he tried to get his breathing back too. I look up at him and smiled. I knew then, that was just the beginning to a whole lot more fun that we could have with all my holes. The pain and the tear in the hole were worth the intensity of the feeling of being fucked in the ass.

I had no idea then that only 6 months after this event of loosing my anal cherry that in one night alone, 11 different guys would fuck my little ass, several times each, before they all shot their cum all over my face...

It was a nice sunny spring Sunday afternoon, and I was waiting anxiously for the arrival of our first guests. Mr had spent a week working on this small party, and he had worked hard. But after seeing who turned up and what happened, the hard work paid off in so many ways. We had prepared some snacks and drinks on the side and had some porn running in the background to ease everyone into the mood. Mr made sure I was relaxed enough to enjoy the party.

Soon all 5 of them arrived and slowly the sexy party started. I was in the bedroom sitting on the bed playing with vibrators and an anal plug was in my arse. The boys were all sitting along the couch in the bedroom now, looking at me hungrily; Mr suggested that they start to play with the toys in my pussy. Soon enough, the dildos and anal plug are pleasuring me, inserting in and out, rubbing and pushing against my pussy and my arse. Slowly one by one they started to strip. Oh I was in heaven with six huge cocks in the room all ready to give me a good fuck. I was on my back with my legs spread and knees bent and one of the guys was bending down, giving me a pleasurable licking and fingering my pussy. I had another 2 in each of my hands, and Mr was giving me the pleasure of sucking on his huge cock. My favourite thing to do next to having it in my pussy or up my arse!

My pussy was dripping and all the cocks in my hands and mouth are rock hard! I couldn’t contain it any longer and craved for cocks in my pussy and arse. Mr started off by giving me a good doggy fuck and I had one guy kneeling down in front of me as I was sucking him and the others was caressing my body while I had my other hand giving the another guy a hand job. Mr was fucking my pussy hard and I kept sucking and licking the guy kneeling in front of me. The rhythm was building up and I couldn’t contain the pleasure and had a hard time keeping my voice down. Then they all took turn to fuck my pussy, and changing rounds with blowjobs. It was like musical chairs. Taking turns to fuck my pussy hard in doggy style and getting a blowjob from me the other end.

Then at one point, I was pinned down on the bed and this guy was fucking me hard from behind, and I felt an orgasm building up. He kept pounding from behind, hitting my G-Spot and arousing it further. Till the point I burst out and the waves of orgasm kept hitting me, I was moaning and trying to breathe and seeing white lights. Then he pulled out after I eased my tight pussy clench and I collapsed, but he kept his cum as I’d requested a bukkake ending and I want to experience all cum showering me all together. After that I went on my knees again and start sucking cocks and Mr started to penetrate my arse, and slowly easy it for more hard fucking.
At first it was a bit painful as Mr pushed his big cock into my tight ass. Up until then, I hadn't had that much anal sex, and was still getting used to it. After a minute or so, I felt my asshole relax and Mr slid his hot, hard cock into my ass, right up to the hilt. As I got more used to the feeling, he started slowly thrusting back and forth. I could see some other the other guys peering over my ass cheeks so that they could see this big cock fucking my tight ass. The other guys were clearly very excited and were keen to get their own cocks in there too! After a few minutes, Mr was kind enough to let the other guys have a turn at feeling my tight anal sphincter grip their hot cocks. One after the other, they pounded my ass, and it felt great! After each guy had fucked me for about 5 minutes, I could feel my asshole gaping open after having so many big cocks in it. The guys loved it as much as I, and we all thought, "what next?" "How about a Double penetration?" I suggested. Everyone smiled...

We started to get into position. We had a guy with a big long cock lying on his back. I slowly climb onto him and slowly slide him into my wet pussy. Then when he was in, I rode him for a while. “Oh yes! That’s it, fuck me hard” I moaned in pleasure. Then a few minutes later, Mr positioned behind my back and slowly massage my arse hole with his thumb first. Then he moved closer and positions his throbbing hard thick cock right at my hole. Slowly putting pressure and easing his way in to my already tight arse hole. He took his time in shoving his throbbing cock in as he can feel that I was stretch to almost the max for a first time double penetration with cock. We had tried before with a small butt plug and his cock in my pussy. That was purely heaven for me. But nothing had prepared me for the sensation of two big thick cocks in me at once! The feeling was pure ecstasy. Mr had slowly eased his way in and rested for a second while I get use to the feeling of being stuffed in both holes. While he waited, I kept the guy in my pussy hard by squeezing his cock hard and I felt him pulsating in my pussy while Mr had slowly eased his way in my back door.

Then the fun begins when Mr started to fuck me in my arse, slowly, then he built up his momentum and the guy in my pussy also started to rock me. It took a few seconds for the three of us to get into the rhythm of unison. However once we got into the rhythm, the moans of pleasure came streaming from me. I was totally lost in the sensation that I was feeling in both pussy and arse. My sensitive arse hole was giving me tingling sensation right up my spine and the cock in my pussy was making me shiver uncontrollably. I was almost to the point of shattering and had been moaning and moaning non-stop. I wasn’t even sure if I wanted them to stop but my breathing was ragged and whole body was tingling right up to the end of my hairline. It was such a feeling that words can’t describe. By that stage, I’d lost feelings to my legs as I believe all the blood in my body has gone to my genital area and I was feeling dizzy from the struggle to breathe. Then all of a sudden, I felt the wave of an orgasm coming. I started to squeeze all my holes and I can feel how this was giving both guys pleasures as well. Then their speed built up and then a few seconds later, I collapsed in pure pleasure.

The guys then started to take turns and each have a go at different positions. Now that I’d been loosened up by Mr on that first round, it was easier for them to penetrate my arse. This time I had the fun of giving hand jobs and blow jobs in between. Then we moved on to the cock ring! Hhmmm one of my favourite thing to do as I have all the cocks line up in a circle all ready to be savoured by me. I knelt down to the floor while the guys stood in front of me in a circle and had their beautiful cock standing erect, ready for my mouth to go over them giving them a blow job. Sucking them hard and licking them like a sweet, sweet lollipop. A few minutes or so later, we decided that was time to give me a perfect ending to a perfectly fun spring afternoon. Mr had me lying in the bed, while I masturbated my clit; the guys came up one by one and shoot their yummy hot load over my face and body. They were all such a great cummers and made me a very happy slut that afternoon with my face covered in cum in the end.

It was an afternoon that I will always remember as that was the first Gang Bang/ Bukkake that we had. Never in my mind had l thought that the 6 guys party would escalate to eleven, then to over 30!