What happened

So, how to start.... my wife took an overseas posting to China. It was all ok, and while I wasn't keen on us being separated by all those miles, we made it work. We would meet in strange and exotic locations, we called and spoke daily. We told each other we were still in love. It's only when she came back home that I found out that she had been sleeping with her boss, I couldnt understand how or why, ignoring the fact that he was over 60 and we were both mid forties. Why, he wasn't any fitter than me, he was French (which explained why I now have such a hatred for anything French), but I never understood why.

Anyway, and don't ask me why or how but we sort of worked things out. She was home, she changed companies and we were together again, however our sex life just withered and died. We love each other but we now have no intimacy between us.

So I started to ask myself why, why him, why an older man. Not that I had ever really been attracted to men but I developed a fascination with why this had happened. I found myself looking on the internet at older men and women hoping to understand. And eventually this brought me to dating sites.

Nervously I started to message with a man in his late 60's, I wanted to understand my wife's fascination. We chatted and exchanged messages for a while before he suggested that we meet up. He offered to meet at his apartment, I can't tell you how nervous I was. I'm not sure that I knew what was going to happen but we agreed a time and so we met.

I arrived early, and was literally shaking as I knocked on his door. It seemed to take forever for him to answer, and I was ready to turn around and leave, but I heard the click of the lock and there he was. I walked inside and he offered me a seat on his sofa, and as soon as I sat down he sat right next to me.

I don't know if he could tell I was scared but we chatted for a few minutes and then I felt his hand on my leg. It didn't feel uncomfortable so I put my hand on his and before I could say anything he leant forward and kissed me. It was just a peck and without a thought I reached forward and kissed him back. Our mouths opened and I felt his tongue slide into my mouth, which made me open wider and reciprocate. I felt the stubble of his chin rubbing against mine as we kissed deeper and harder. His hand was still on my leg and I felt it turn over and grab my hand which he started rubbing against his crotch.

I could feel him getting aroused, and I couldn't decide whether this was due to the passion of our kissing or my rubbing of his penis. I turned my hand round and as I did, he undid his belt and trousers and unzipped the fly of his jeans. I didn't think I just slipped my hand inside his jeans and gently grabbed hus now hard cock through his underwear. I always thought I had a good sized cock however as I felt him growing in my hand I started to wonder if I had deceived myself all these years.

He pulled away and suggested that we should move to the bedroom. He grabbed my hand and led me through to a medium sized room with a double bed against the wall. As he moved in he shed his clothes and stood before me naked. I felt his hands as they unbuttoned my shirt and I felt my trousers and underwear fall to the floor. We kissed again, only now I could feel his rock hard cock rubbing against mine. I felt his hands on my shoulder as he told me to suck him. Without a thought I got to my knees and did what I had watched so many women do to me. I gently kissed him, tasting his precum as I slowly put his cock in my mouth. I felt his balls as I tried to suck him harder and get his full length inside my mouth. I must have been doing ok as I felt his hands on the back of my head and his hips starting to thrust, forcing his cock deeper down my throat.

Worried he was going to cum, I got up and we kissed again. I could feel his body hot against mine as we fell onto the bed. We were a tangle of legs and arms as we both started to reach and touch each other. Suddenly he was on top of me, my legs spread as we continued to kiss. He moved down my body and I watched as he expertly started sucking my cock, I felt his body quickly turn and I was face to face with his cock once more. We sucked each other and both stared thrusting trying to mutually get our cocks deeper inside each other. I felt his fingers circling my arse and then gently a sole finger was inserted. I gasped and before I could say a word, he spun around and spread my legs wide as his head moved down and I felt his tongue licking my hole.

It felt so good and I was enjoying the feeling when he stopped and started to slowly kiss his way up my body and started to kiss my mouth again. I felt his hand as it reached down and his cock was guided to my welcoming arsehole. I spread my legs wider and felt the pushing at first however it wasn't long til I realised he was inside me. I moaned as I felt him getting deeper, I held his back as each thrust pushed him further inside me. I could feel the sweat from our bodies as I longed for each push. His body on top of mine I imagined how my wife would have felt as he thrust harder and faster. I was struggling to catch my breath and was enjoying the feel of his skin against mine and his hard cock inside me.

He whispered to me, saying he was going to cum and between gasps I said that I wanted to feel his cum on my stomach. He was almost out of breath as I felt a few more thrusts then his cock pull out of me and I watched as his cock exploded his seed all over me.

Both of us drenched in sweat, we showered together, got dressed and I went home. I saw him again a couple of times after that, but now feel that I understand a bit more about why my wife did what she did.... and me, well I suppose this makes me bi or maybe a little gay, as now I find myself keenly using dating sites and looking for sex, women, men I don't mind which, but especially mature men