Erotica Not who I am BauboBelil on October 20, 2015 A Fantasy Not who I am But where I am Not the person not the role Not the being in Control. The state where Chaos makes bitches of us all. Riden till there is no ride any more. The place without trace but the words left behind beyond my mind. What is more… if not the antithesis of not enough if indeed we are ever enough will it mean we will not quest for anything? what moves me? what can I make responsible for these carnal thoughts these places of hard edged ecstasy. I want you to see me… free. Free from the shame that has me playing that same game over and over and over again… make me cum make you cum make me cum make you cum the banality of it all. The boredom of a checkout chick just running through another transaction. clearly there can be more than just satisfaction. I want to take my sexual energy beyond procreation past the fields of commercialization into the landscapes of my imagination. My mind is a wondrous place, My body is a marvelous place, When the two are engaged, when my being is enraged with a fire that I started… COME, let me burn away ALL that is not YOU. 4(17)